halloween you

it feels good to go to the beach ...and just close ur eyes and feel the wind in your face & your hair....and cruise in your car, just drive and drive, and let the wind slap ur face hahah . its these things that can relax your body and soul nda ja ;p if only brunei had a botanical garden up up in the mountains..sigh` it wud b lovely...i miss thailand =(

i hate it when people stare at you for a long time. its damn annoying and rude! especially if they stare you in the face! ughh but some people dont realise they do it, it becomes part of their habit and their life...its no wonder, people's first impression on them is "bitchy" tsk tsk

anyway, 2 days ago was halloween...i know we dont celebrate it...but i do it for fun,its a work of art >_<
this is like a dead snowhite =x
i dont know which is better...this one or...

this one :/

a more classice touch which vogue smoky eyes

loving the colours hehe huhu hehe

i havent showered yet haha :p
when's my money coming out!!! stress ehh

dance comes again

its good to b at home...finally~

since monday, i was always out... cos i had dance practises with the gurls. Jujue wanted us LI to be her backup dancers for the anugerah pelangi show. we danced to her latest song, & her voice is just amazing!!! lawa hantap =) we onli had 3 days to practise! actually it took us 2days to find the steps AND a day and a half to memorise & practise the steps & make it perfect...then on thursday & friday was the rehearsal at jp theatre...it was a funny day ;p 1st rehearsal, we came realllyyy late cos we were still trying to find new steps...so we missed our part with jujue~and 2nd rehearsal, M wasnt there cos she had to work...so there were only 3 of us...it was ok except we weren't synchronize~ and the 3rd rehearsal hahahaha was the worst of alll! haha i came really late -_-' i tot the rehearsal was at 8 plus...and so there were only 3 of them, Q got cold feet & didnt go out to the stage , so then T and M went out to the stage...at first it was ok, until in the middle of the song M forgot her steps she skipped out of the stage leaving T alone hahaha. BUT the next day, which is err saturday nyt , we didnt freak out and we danced! altho it may not b so synchronise atleast we did it well enuff , the fact that we only practised for 2 days! hehe its not easy ya know...and it was shown on tv on sunday...

1st day rehearsal, where we missed it! and ane time waiting n waiting for the stage..but we ended up going to garai haha cos the stage was used by other dancers

3rd rehearsal...kmi buang stress. we pose anyway we can =) there's more..i'll upload next tym
taken by rina. thanks rin! us with jujue (",)
me kana makeup kan...i dont like the make up, too tabal and scary =s not used to it
Li & jujue (mami jumbo in red)

bah i wana do photo work!
something i'd enjoy doing apart from dancing :)

photo at work

i hate it wen people have or do the same / similar things as you do. it may be coincidence or something like that but its still darn annoying! people can easily say, owh ur work looks like hers or his...and ehh u got this idea from bla bla ....*raised eyebrow* and shouts NOO!! i wasnt inspired by anyones' work, their work is their work. but if our work happens to be alike, then its pretty much & very much annoying :) ofcos with certain people...

this wont put me down, afterall art is where i feel my true self =)

this was edited last saturday, i think . -_-' or was it last friday, ryt after my guru *bob baker* haha taught me extra cool stuff in psd =p thankss jubs! i learnt alot hehe

my 1st try without guru haha. i gave an angry expression but i dont think the anger is seen as much i wanted it to show =x hmph

the forest was an idea i got after watching this muvee -which i shall not say- haha bari malu sjaaaa

this was my halloween costume ;p but yeah i didnt get to wear it! ish! white hair rocks baby! >_<

im gona update more later.
the part where i rehearsed and dance at jp, for anugerah pelangi with LI (",)

and i dissapear :)

i am mami jumbo

would you run away from me if i told you that i could read people's mind...and know what you did and what all your sins were? wahahaha i wish~

daily life is getting boreng...i wana travel around the world, do things i haven't tried or dared before...i wana do art again and dance again...i dont just want to go to school and read english , do english...and go home and sleep and yada yada~ but wadaheck, its better then nothing. STILL! i wana explore the world with my love ones ofcorse :)


saturday night, i chilled out with the gurls in TK...like usual i thought it was just a chill out session~i didnt expect for the bday suprise at all =) damn they know how to act haha. thankyou gurls. hopefully i can upload the pictures soon...

too much chocolate can kill your teeth LOL

rainbow in the sky

first came small coughs...then soar throat...then fever...then runny nose and big coughs...and more fever and then came the worst part asthma =((
thanks to mummy bringing me to the clinic...after eating 5 different kinds of med, im all better now :) except for the heavy coughs...i still have it... -_-"

just when things get better, i went through another pain! the gurly gurl thing that you get once in every damn month *sheeshh* ...but the pain didnt last long thanks to the med...


it was yesterday- there was nothing to do ;/ i decided to go out shopping for emm hehe nailpolish =P yes! i bought 5-6 different kinds of nailpolish...lain lain warna :) i love being rainbow.
i asked the gurls if they wanted to chillout...but most of them weren't able to come...boohoo~ neways there'll always be saturday nights hehehe
right after shopping, i hung around with my boyfriend, his cousins & khaled at the arch gdg...and lepak kjap at beribi. Thats when i painted his cousin's (pakih) nails, he asked for it haha, i only polished his tinky winky finger and the thumbnail in GREEN ;D

im feeling really hungry right now, im becoming a pig, there's no exercise & no proper diet...not that i do exercises or do proper dieting ...i dont know i just feel really unhealthy this month =((maybe its all that junk food and lack of drinking mineral water i put myself through . damnn it

baby ku. some'in some'in i edited =p

have a good lunch people

its our bday party! =D '09

happy birthday my love (",)

my boyfriend's birthday was on 10th of 10 and mine was on 13th of 10 so since its only 2 days apart we decided to make a 2 in 1 birthday party =) luckily, 10th of 10 was a saturday night, a perfect night for a party night huhu! the party was under invitation, so we gave out invitation cards, personally made and constructed by me hahaha, i gave to my babes- ubd mates- esdc crew- my photogrpahers...and my boyfriend gave the cards to his friends as well...and his cousins didnt have to enter with cards, they were more of a vip :p somehow the party got really over crowded & not to mention some ppl that me n my boyfriend dont even know... ;/ party crashers i guess...
the theme was black and white, which meant everyone had to wear black and white...and the bday people, me & my boyfriend wore red, but its funny how there were few of the ppl that wore "non- black n white" tops...hehhh ohh the fwiaefavkne with it.
im glad the party went well & that people had a great time :)

hey dj, my dj... drop it like its hot ;p
me n his cousins and gengs...there shud b more, tpi i only get to photo sma dorang hehe
me n the babes :)
me & him dancing~ :)

there's more in the fb :) hehe

and just because you dont have the fun, you dont have to report on about our party,
that seriuosly shows how insecure and jealous you are.
but guess wat! we had fun wahaha
grow up you effing haters

i'd like to say thankyou for those who came

and thankyou for those who helped us through

...and thankyou for the bday greetings :)

and 13th of 10 doesn not only mark my bday, but also our anni.
so happy 1 yr and 11 monthsary to you sygku kampai
muahh muahh

high glow

just for fun . cos im friggin sober ryt now!
itu jam sudah 1.13 am...im gonna sleep now & end my blog here.
gudnyt evryone.

u know u cant hide
;)